the razor blade show

Sorry I didnt mean to leave you standing there in the cold

Of the words I said that calmed me but left you all alone

I wish things could be different but ive already shut the door

So please stop pretending cuz theres no hope anymore

I could have been there forever because stars dont die

But drift of into the nothingness like the look in your eye

Memories of how you felt when I held you while you cried

Memories of sanguine happiness as I said goodbye

I could have never smiled when you broke apart in 2

I should have thought it worthwhile when it was me and you

But I guess im not compassionate and I guess im not that bold

Am I really that far off and distant? Could I really be that cold?