the razor blade show
swept off the car

































And I sit next to you but my thoughts are lost like another car speeding down the highway

The rain hits the window and I watch the drops collide and become one unified body

All but one drop near the bottom and I feel its loneliness and its frustration at not being joined

The rain trickles down but swerves as if to avoid it like me with your meaningless talking

The music of my heartbeat and the thunder is too loud for me to respond with a stupid comment

And I go home and cry into my bed next to the open window and feel the rain on my face

Pull the blanket around me in shame so no one hear can here the weeping even though no one cares

And then I stop and think of the raindrop all alone on the window like the tears inside me

Running down my heart even though your there trying to make it stop and trying to understand

But I know im all alone in the ditch ive dug since I was born and I avoid the other raindrops

Because I wont become a flood and be swept off the car... I want out!