the razor blade show
self-affliction
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Once again ive backed into my wall of self-affliction Bearing the prospects on a life on my own Smile courteously, dont attract attention For all purposes sake pay attention to me Cast out by a quivering smile and a silent cry A muddled brow and thoughts corrupt with a drink In a room thats known too many secrets covered with smoke And I wish to close my eyes and imagine this life as a bad dream Once again silver laughter makes holes through my skin And I struggle to fight afloat on the reckless waves of thought After so many years you begin to wonder what the fights all about And how many tears that go unnoticed before you give up I died so long before that suicide seems pointless As pointless as this next gasp of air to my lungs Everything I do is calamity so wrongfully accused But true is tomorrow when i wake lying with you | ||||