My thoughts swirl around me just like the ashes

Sittin by my window with my cigarette in hand

Memories of everything come to me in flashes

Dark and hot and crazy things sink me like quicksand

A thousand words and long nights spend tucked away in you

This summer night one year before how did i get through

This year of crazy fighting never thinking things through

Deadpanned in my aching heart is a silver tear for you

Taking a drag as I look out and feel the wind rush by

A true smile comes in my head never makes it to my face

Feeling for the first time a completely natural high

Thinking of you and how your arms felt around my waist

A year ago I was completely absorbed in you

The feel of your face on my fingers felt so true

I cant forget I wont forget but ill never miss you

But deadpanned in my aching heart is a silver tear for you