the razor blade show
him
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All too often again I end up spending my days with the same friend One who not many understand But in my heart he fits in with my plans. His face stares cold His voice flat no expression could hold His words, too crisp to fold His message, too clear to be told. I'm breaking fast over ice cold coffee His pleasant stores always taunt me Of a promise of something greater to see So unattainably easy to reach. I'm lunching out with sick fantasies Over things he could do to me And for me, with no aggression or please If I remove the oxygen to breathe. I'm dining on his words echoing in my head Thinking of the dessert of my bloodshed And all the great things he said And wanting him so desperately in bed. I'm sleeping with the him of my days He who turns the blue sky gray And listening to what he always seems to say And knowing id give in the very next day. The gun in my pocket speaks volumes. | ||||