the razor blade show
memories

































I pull the knife out of the wound
My arm begins to boil
The red river meets the sea
The pain is nothing to the pain of the memories
The secrets I longed to tell
Come back again to haunt me
They come flooding in
As the blood comes flooding out
And you will find me here
My pale face kissed the pale sand
The consciousness, the guilt
All flow in the red streams
Away to meet the sea
I try to swim in my sin
Slowly the sky and earth move in
Clawing, scratching, tearing
I try to plead my innocence
My utopia is ruined by my lack of belief
My mutilation is my last relief
My hurt is my ecstasy
And you will find me here
Coming back to avenge myself
My expiation done
My battle lost, my war is won
Soon my sleep will easy come
My dreams live on without me
My world lies in hell
I had to do this to myself
I stick the knife in again
I twist to make the blood run fast
I don't want my soul to last don't want anything to last
Anymore.