I'm sinking into myself

Count the things thats wrong

I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm bovine

I scream, I yell, but I can't cry

I'm hooked on pot sex and crack

And cant go a night without drinkin or being off smack

I cheat I lie I always steal

I lost my inability to be real

I spend my life writing words

But I can't live them

But I can dream them

Make you believe em

I'm good at that